Know thy self, know thy enemy. A thousand battles, a thousand victories.

"Always bear in mind that your own resolution to succeed is more important than any other."

   Happy day :) Anyway, currently having an anatomical conversation with my man now. Haha. Can't define much about this day. Tho there are some almost get on my nerves, Acy's right. I shouldn't mind them. But what I've realized is that I wanted to say thank you for those who hated me or something, those guys make me much stronger for every circumstances. I shouldn't be bothered on them besides it's not my problem to worried about. I may be involved but I know I did the right thing.    I know it's hard to get along with that people. I have my own life and I make my own decisions. They don't control my every actions. So what's the point to be affected from them? I'm not perfect. I used to be emotional sometimes. And there are times that I was already hurt. But there's someone who tries to wipe all my tears and hugged me in my downfall moments, my boyfriend. And there's my friends, my real friends, who always there and makes me laugh all the times. And of course, my family. They are my no.1 inspiration since they have a great expectations on me.

   Yesterday, Funda midterm grades already released. From 83.25, I got 87.85. Good thing. Didn't expect much from it. :") Need more improvements tho. Waiting for AnaPhysio grade, I don't want to expect something where I shouldn't be regret soon. But I hope that I can get a passing grade. Not just a passing but a high grade. :) Surprised about my grades in other subjects and I should keep it up. And yes, like what our Guidance Counselor told me, don't let others distracted you from what you are doing. She's right. Don't let others ruin your life from a non-sense stuffs. Live life to the fullest. :) Enjoy it. God has a reasons from all things happening right from this very moment. and He has His own purpose why this things trying to happen.

   Lots of stuff to be done in this finals. Thesis paper for English and Filipino. Defense @ the same time. I shouldn't forgot the dresses that I'll be wearing. Simultaneously, a group reporting about different systems in Anatomy. And hell Endocrine System assigned to our group. Scientific paper and hmm? What more? Maybe, RetDem for Funda. Fudge, I need to printed out our notes for 2 major subject. Tomo's gonna be a nerdy/geeky day for me. So that, a Holy Sunday with my man for Sunday :) I promised to myself, that after this semester and once I've passed all the subjects, I'll treat myself and will surely waste my summer to a social life. But maybe now, I should lessen it and burden myself to focus on my studies. Besides, it's a 3-weeks grievance. So I should do my very best and exert my fullest effort. :)

   Now, I'm happy. Alaine Cristoffer Aguilar-Orolfo is the one that I shouldn't lose. And worth to hold on. He's the reason for my every smiles. Through all the good times and bad times, he never left me. We encountered so much quarrels with different issues and problems. It gets to the point that we almost give up and let go. But here we are, entangled hands saying, "we'll keep holding on" and not just holding on but staying from each other to whatever may happen, we'll let it solve together. I don't want to lose him, he's all I need. My tears almost run down on my cheeks because to every drops of this lacrimal glands, it says that, I deserve to be Happy :) 

I do not regret one moment of my life :)

   Here @ my room with Acy on the phone call. Since he asked me to post here, I do it so. Haha. Anyway, find this day a GV! Had a great morning. :) Tho I got sulked @ him yesterday's night due to his sleepyhead again. So, our morning welcomed by some of our previous quizzes in AnaPhysio. I got failed to some quizzes, I felt disappointed tho. But I'm still not losing hope. I know that I can pass. I can pass through this AnaPhysio. :)

   For our activity in AnaPhysio a while ago, we had our blood typing. And I got Type AB+. Rare blood type that's why I find it so cool. :) Haha. MiniPrac and quizzes followed. And I don't know what the hell I wrote on my paper. Haha. It's the first quiz in Finals. Whew, last chance. So I should be better. Do my best and have the extra effort.

  After my class, Acy's waiting me outside the campus. Had our dinner @ KFC, fully loaded baby :) Went home and people @ home welcomed me to their slumberdom. -.-" They are all sleeping already except to my eldest bro. Telling me that we have already wifi @ home and my touchpad has already a keyboard. Yey! Haha. So I'm now using lappy here @ my room. Playing musics and other stuffs. I had fun being with him. I miss him. :")

   It's kuya Brian's birthday. Yey, I don't know what are the happenings for today. :) But surely, liquors all day will be exist! :)) Acy's gonna be here latuuur. YEHEY! Another sweet day with him. I should be more inspired with this. Haha. Anyway, so much with this. I more prefer to talk with him in the phone rather this effin' stuffs. haha. :") Ciao. :*

Education is not preparation for life; education is life itself.

   It's been a long time since my last post here. From the past few days, many happenings and memories happened. Bonding that is truly unforgettable.

Feb.13, 2011 Sunday

   It's a day before <3's day and at the same time, our anniversary. He fetch me @ our house and left home early morning. Good thing, there's a near bus along our way to Olivares. Supposedly, me and Acy gonna have our solo date. Since we meet up his mother and ate @ Manila, we first went there to alms for a penny. But then, Acy changed plans and said that we just go to Moa with his family. Had our ice skating with his ate. And Acy is a "fast learner" that I can't go along with him. Skating @ the middle of the "arena" without fall. It breaks my heart. Haha. But I'll be learning soon. Hopefully. Then took up our lunch. His Mama and ate already left us. So we decided to play bowling. And after that, played billiards. After a tiring "mall adventure", we went to "Foot for God" (i think?) and had our foot spa. It was so relaxing. May be expensive, worth it tho. I may be got pissed on him since he changed our plans, but I enjoyed it. Bonding with his family was a fun experience. :)

Feb. 14, 2011 Monday

   It is monday and so, we have both classes. And it's valentine's day and our 1st Anniversary. YAY! Tho we are busy in our class. he fetch me after class and surprisingly, he gave me a bouquet and letters form his classmates. Section actually. Haha. And so, since my gift for him aren't prepared yet due to a busy days. I just bought a cake. Maybe I'll just give him a post-valentine/anniv gift. Also, we played badminton and had a fun roadtrip with him. :) Very happy and contented for what we have now. 

End of cmy morning class now. Gonna back this lappy now. Ciao. :)

Nothing's perfect, the world's not perfect. But it's there for us, trying the best it can; that's what makes it so damn beautiful

   Home sweet home. ♥

   Mid exam was oveeeeer! Sleepless nights and early wake up will be invisible for 3 days. Yey! Hoping for a GV for the results and Midterm grades. Whew. (...) Okay, actually.. I'm not in the mood to post a blog for today. My mind doesn't comprises ideas to share for. AnaPhysio may drained the intelligence on my cerebrum and replaced sternocleidomastoid, bulbospongiosus, tensor fascia latae, and stuffs. Gee. It's already 1:30 and while Acy is on his retreat, we both texting each other. Crap. I really miss him. Valentines and our 1 year are already proximate and I still don't have the idea how we'll celebrate it and how I'll make it special. Anyway, I'll just spend this whole weekend with him and hopefully on the exact date of Valentines. I hope, though I may not surprised him or gave some special stuffs to him. I wanted him to be happy with my presence. :) I love him and don't wanna let go. He always made me smile and to my all downfall times, he always lifted me and gves me the courage to be strong enough. He just wanted to tell me that no matter what, he will never leave me behind. And I can prove it. He really does.

   I don't know how I feel today. I was about to cry while typing this shit stuffs. Maybe because, since I can't hug and kiss him tonight, I'm feeling good that I can express this feelings trough this. This mixed-emotions just tells me that I really miss him and I really do. I'm just happy that I have him. A guy where to my shit things I've done, to my immaturity, to my aggresive attitude, he understands me and never let himself get mad at me. He never feels to me that he wanted to give up despite to all of this. We're not perfect. We fought several times from light things to hardest one. But the most special twist about that was after the secretions of lacrimal gland and so whatever medical terms it may be, we make things more sweeter than before. Stronger than before.

   I just know that, from the bottom of my hypothalamus, I love him. ♥

Hell week for both of us.

Feb. 6, 2011
Sunday
   I did a little note on my phone before the said day ends.
   "A crazy day with my man, As I was on my way home, I can't explain how I suddenly smiled with unknown reason. Actually, I can't defined this day other than a single word which is HAPPY. We went to Festival Mall in Alabang. Bought his new black shoes that he'll be using to his promenade. And also, a zippered-necktie. Walked along with the crowded people because various actresses and actors will have their mall tour which is in Festival. Since  we both want to overcrowd with them. Rather than taking them pictures and watched over them, We took pictures with each other. And we watched a movie entitled "Love and Other Drugs". Good movie. Seductive tho. Haha. Anyway, this day was a blast. I enjoyed it much. It doesn't seem that this was my midterm week and I'm still not prepared. Still not prepared. Still doesn't have the knowledge to take the exam. Go me! I can do this. Just smile. :)

   And yes, it's the second day of examination. and Funda for tomorrow. Acy is @ Sofitel right now, having their JS Promenade. Monica, our Chinese friend, went to our dorm and invited us to take up dinner because she's so starving, So me and Nathz decided to join her and we ate @ Countryside. So, here we now at our dorm, Supposed to study, but we just all chattering around. Monica is saw pretty. :") Haha. Shizzz.

   I hope that Acy may enjoyed their night. :") Anyway, I need to study again. Study and Study. 2 more major exams and happy days after. Whew. GOD IS GOOD! XD

Word of the day: Kasi, maganda ako :))

   Okay, I defined this day as F-U-N. Right! It's bangag day with my man. Woke up @ around 8am I think? Then have a bonding moment with him. Soundtrip while looking @ slideshow on my phone. Like edited one. We also done with the game on my phone, Bounce Tales. Haha. =)) Whew. Simultaneously, singing loudly and dancing wildly like hell. Headbang to the fullest. Yea, a crazy wake up welcomed our morning. As we stood up @ the bed, had our morning exercise. HipHop Abs mah' niggah! =)) Exaggerated exercise in their sala, laughing at the same time. So, got tired by 5mins less. Haha. Supposed to go home by 11 or 12. But since Acy's gonna attend wedding, his tita invited me to come with them. I shouldn't be accompanying them since I was too shy to confronted their "neighborhoodsss" and I didn't brought any formal clothes to wear, instead they lend me blouse, skirt and sandals. And Acy must be kiddin' that he finds me "gorgeous" with that outfit. Geeez. :") Hahaha. Anyway, I enjoyed it tho. And yes, we just laughed all day long with the words "kasi, maganda ako". Haha. I may not elaborate more about this day but I may say that this day is an unforgettable experienced for us. Since we fought from past few days. We're okay. Not just okay. But we're happy together.

   As I went home, my dad confronted me about my course. Since latest news about Nursing nowadays are becoming unwanted, he suggested me to shift on PT. Gaaahd, I'm freaking becoming brainsick of the hell Anatomy, and if ever I'll pass that subj. I'm proud and willing to continue my Nursing course. That's not a hell joke. I'm doing my best for it. :) And who knows, by the time I'll be graduating, Nursing will be indemand more than others. Haha. So much for that. I shouldn't forget Anatomy for this weekend. Midterm exam gonna be on next week already. Go me.. I know I can :) And of course, I shouldn't skip mass for tomorrow. Whew.

   Another stress days and weeks. I can do this. My parents have a lot of expectations on me. I shouldn't fail them. I should triple not just double my extra effort on my academics. Things are just in place, in God's will and in His plans. Better thing that I should do is to make things in place by doing them right. Shortcomings may not be controlled. We can't able to learn to be brave without any circumstances in our lives. Giving up isn't the solution to it. But rather, we should be brave enough  because each problem has a lesson to learn with. :) Just smile. Everything has a reason. God is with us, helping. :) He never left us.

Chaos day.

   This day was unexpected slash(/) chaos day. First day of Lasallian day and I find the opening boreeeeeng! =)) Fudge! Anyway, after the competition of the streetdance, me together with Ely, Rich, Mari and MJ planned to go to MOA. It's good to have a new experience with new circle of friends. :")

   So from Dasma, rode a bus to Baclaran and minijeep to Moa. Haggard roadtrip. :)) Why the Pilipino drivers tend to overcrowd their jeepneys? For a jeep that is good for 8 persons, they force to overcrowd 10 persons on it. Guhreaaaat! We're like sardines in a one tiny can. Stinks! :P

   As we arrived @ Moa, we're all straving! Ate lunch @ Mang Inasal and desert @ DQ. Ow Blizzard, why you're so cold but yet you makes me so hot? =)) My tommy's bloated tho. Hihi :"> Played stuffs. First time to experienced in Extreme chorva. (I don't know the name was, forgot it) Anyway, it's a 3D movie ride actually.  Played also @ Tom's world. Took pictures everywhere until Mari's cam got deadbatt, Shiiz, I miss Sammy lieeeeek hell :( But yet, took pictures from cellphone. =))

   Supposed to have our iceskating blast. But since we find expensive on it, we decided to play bowling. But as we arrived @ Bowling Center, we didn't know that socks are required for it. Socks @ Bowling Center is a feeling of regret to waste for. But then, me and Ely decided to buy socks @ DepStore, 3 socks for 89.00. Tho reaching from Bowling Center to Depstore is too tiring to walk to. Playing Bowling is worth it. :)) I had fun. It's my first time but then, my first game I got a STRIKE! woo. Tiyamba! =))

    And yes, because of this freaking stuffs, my wallet blown away. =)) Haha. As we went on our way home, heavy traffic strikes. Hell. The shit girl seating in front of us scolded us to shut up. Crap! The hell we care with her? Haha. =)) We rode a jeepney from Dasma bayan to Area C, didn't noticed that we are already overtook our way. And MJ said "lagpas na tayo" instead of saying "para!" Geeez! Fun day! It was a nice experience. Unforgettable actually. Bowling was great! :)

   Not that much happy. I'm not with Acy. And on the later part of this day, we misunderstand each other because of some certain stuffs that we shouldn't be bother about. Anyway, we ended OK! Not just okay but HAPPY. That's why I love him. We let ourselves be opened on each other. :) More days means more adventures! And I want that adventures be done with him. :) This day was fun, and Acy made that complete. He made this day HAPPY for us. :) And with God, He never left us. A blast. RetDem tomorrow and I'm hoping for a GV. Whew. THANKYOU God! >:D<