Word of the day: Kasi, maganda ako :))

   Okay, I defined this day as F-U-N. Right! It's bangag day with my man. Woke up @ around 8am I think? Then have a bonding moment with him. Soundtrip while looking @ slideshow on my phone. Like edited one. We also done with the game on my phone, Bounce Tales. Haha. =)) Whew. Simultaneously, singing loudly and dancing wildly like hell. Headbang to the fullest. Yea, a crazy wake up welcomed our morning. As we stood up @ the bed, had our morning exercise. HipHop Abs mah' niggah! =)) Exaggerated exercise in their sala, laughing at the same time. So, got tired by 5mins less. Haha. Supposed to go home by 11 or 12. But since Acy's gonna attend wedding, his tita invited me to come with them. I shouldn't be accompanying them since I was too shy to confronted their "neighborhoodsss" and I didn't brought any formal clothes to wear, instead they lend me blouse, skirt and sandals. And Acy must be kiddin' that he finds me "gorgeous" with that outfit. Geeez. :") Hahaha. Anyway, I enjoyed it tho. And yes, we just laughed all day long with the words "kasi, maganda ako". Haha. I may not elaborate more about this day but I may say that this day is an unforgettable experienced for us. Since we fought from past few days. We're okay. Not just okay. But we're happy together.

   As I went home, my dad confronted me about my course. Since latest news about Nursing nowadays are becoming unwanted, he suggested me to shift on PT. Gaaahd, I'm freaking becoming brainsick of the hell Anatomy, and if ever I'll pass that subj. I'm proud and willing to continue my Nursing course. That's not a hell joke. I'm doing my best for it. :) And who knows, by the time I'll be graduating, Nursing will be indemand more than others. Haha. So much for that. I shouldn't forget Anatomy for this weekend. Midterm exam gonna be on next week already. Go me.. I know I can :) And of course, I shouldn't skip mass for tomorrow. Whew.

   Another stress days and weeks. I can do this. My parents have a lot of expectations on me. I shouldn't fail them. I should triple not just double my extra effort on my academics. Things are just in place, in God's will and in His plans. Better thing that I should do is to make things in place by doing them right. Shortcomings may not be controlled. We can't able to learn to be brave without any circumstances in our lives. Giving up isn't the solution to it. But rather, we should be brave enough  because each problem has a lesson to learn with. :) Just smile. Everything has a reason. God is with us, helping. :) He never left us.

Chaos day.

   This day was unexpected slash(/) chaos day. First day of Lasallian day and I find the opening boreeeeeng! =)) Fudge! Anyway, after the competition of the streetdance, me together with Ely, Rich, Mari and MJ planned to go to MOA. It's good to have a new experience with new circle of friends. :")

   So from Dasma, rode a bus to Baclaran and minijeep to Moa. Haggard roadtrip. :)) Why the Pilipino drivers tend to overcrowd their jeepneys? For a jeep that is good for 8 persons, they force to overcrowd 10 persons on it. Guhreaaaat! We're like sardines in a one tiny can. Stinks! :P

   As we arrived @ Moa, we're all straving! Ate lunch @ Mang Inasal and desert @ DQ. Ow Blizzard, why you're so cold but yet you makes me so hot? =)) My tommy's bloated tho. Hihi :"> Played stuffs. First time to experienced in Extreme chorva. (I don't know the name was, forgot it) Anyway, it's a 3D movie ride actually.  Played also @ Tom's world. Took pictures everywhere until Mari's cam got deadbatt, Shiiz, I miss Sammy lieeeeek hell :( But yet, took pictures from cellphone. =))

   Supposed to have our iceskating blast. But since we find expensive on it, we decided to play bowling. But as we arrived @ Bowling Center, we didn't know that socks are required for it. Socks @ Bowling Center is a feeling of regret to waste for. But then, me and Ely decided to buy socks @ DepStore, 3 socks for 89.00. Tho reaching from Bowling Center to Depstore is too tiring to walk to. Playing Bowling is worth it. :)) I had fun. It's my first time but then, my first game I got a STRIKE! woo. Tiyamba! =))

    And yes, because of this freaking stuffs, my wallet blown away. =)) Haha. As we went on our way home, heavy traffic strikes. Hell. The shit girl seating in front of us scolded us to shut up. Crap! The hell we care with her? Haha. =)) We rode a jeepney from Dasma bayan to Area C, didn't noticed that we are already overtook our way. And MJ said "lagpas na tayo" instead of saying "para!" Geeez! Fun day! It was a nice experience. Unforgettable actually. Bowling was great! :)

   Not that much happy. I'm not with Acy. And on the later part of this day, we misunderstand each other because of some certain stuffs that we shouldn't be bother about. Anyway, we ended OK! Not just okay but HAPPY. That's why I love him. We let ourselves be opened on each other. :) More days means more adventures! And I want that adventures be done with him. :) This day was fun, and Acy made that complete. He made this day HAPPY for us. :) And with God, He never left us. A blast. RetDem tomorrow and I'm hoping for a GV. Whew. THANKYOU God! >:D<

Not to give up.

   I'm not in the mood to make a blog today actually. Don't know what gives me the way to do so. (...) CV.CV.CV. So I can't help on clicking in my Cityville site. I'm pretty bored to play it tho. :)) Haha. Hell.. I don't know how I'll start this blog. CV is such a big disturbance. Haha. Anyway, since Acy told me that he wanted to read this non-sense blog, I should finish what I have started. Tho freaking stuffs will be just said all through out on this blog. Mom and Dad aren't here @ home. Sweet. Will have their Onyt @ Tagaytay with my Mom's circle of friends. Yea, how I wish someday. We'll have a family bonding or a outing will be better. Haha. Been busy in school, work, and other stuffs.

   Yesterday night was guhreat. Find that night a bomb dot com. It's just a full of happiness being with Acy. No Fights. No Argues. But Yes to Love. Short time tho but I cherished ever sec. with him. He's actually tired and dizzy that day, but still, he fetch me all way long from his school and Manila to Dasma. He's obliged to fetch me every Friday. Haha.

   So, it's Saturday which means a rest day? I hope so. Next week's gonna be a busy week. Lasallian days, Retdem, MiniPrac simultaneously for that week. Guhreat! :S I actually need to study right now. Not just now, but I MUST study every single day. I'm in a troublesome situation right now. Midterms should be GV to me specially for AnaPhysio. Now that Acy's gonna have his exam @ my school. Which means, for the next school year, I can be with him everyday. That is, IF. Yeah, there's a big IF.... If I will pass my course. Whew. Yeah, I can do this. Not just to myself nor to be with Acy. But I should do this also for my parents. I don't want to fail them. I know, they have a lot of expectations on me. And so, I shouldn't make them to feel depressed. Yeah, I've realized how this academic stuffs are important. Then, I should give importance to them. I should value what I have. I don't want that someday, I will be conscience-striken for what I turned things to. I should kill this indolence from me. If other's can pass all through out of this. I also can, if I have the passion to do it so.

   Yeah, I shouldn't give up. Like from the quote I've read. It goes something like this: "The worm crawl inch by inch just to make it on Noah's Arc just to save itself" It just tells that, how tiring or hard it was, we shouldn't give up. If we will wanted to. Right? It inspires me that how long, how hard, how tiring, how a burden to us may it is, there's no such thing as a "I give up" words if I wanted to make it for my success. At the same time, I should enjoy the things that I am doing. And I'll prove to myself, after this, I will prized myself because at the end, I made it. :)

Live your life to the fullest.

"Wear a smile - one size fits all."

   It's been a 2 weeks or more since my last post here. Been busy for this Midterm and incoming Finals. Prelim grades are already released. Good enough except only to our major major AnaPhysio. Almost of my classmates including me got disappointed for the results. Some cried. Pretend the acceptance tho. When I saw my grade, my hands are shaking and I felt like~ I wanted to scream out and get wild from the extent of my disappointment. Looking forward to someone who'll barely comfort me.

   Yesterday was our 11th monthsary of my man. Got sulked @ him because he's almost close to fail his promise to me that he will fetch me on that day from Manila. And I sincerely need his open arms to comfort me. Tho we shared each other's tears and my mind was in nowhere. Still, he did his promise and made me happy. :)

   Now was a rainy weekend. I wanted to cry hard to ease this pain. I merely wanted to pass. I'm willing to stay in DLSHI and graduate as a nurse. So, maybe instead of being depressed despite of a failing grade. I should strive hard to motivate myself to study well and to exert more effort from my full extent of willingness. Rather hate the Anatomy, I should love it. AnaPhysio was a challenging subject. I shouldn't give up. HOPE never turned as invisible. We still have the Midterm and Finals to recoup our failing grade. I believe and with God, I know that there's no impossible. Everything's gonna be all right if I'll just turn things in place. It's a free choice. Study to have a high grades or social life but with failing grade. There's really some instances that we need to take a risk to something to make one thing possible. I shouldn't regret for what choice I'll take. But I know it is better to do.

   Study. It should be my habit. Life is more beautiful if we are learning each day. I'm now in 17 and turning as 18. Big enough to handle things, make decisions and go on with my own life. Tho there's the support of my family, friends and Acy, It's my own choice on how I'll handle my life, right. I'm choosing to be happy. If I really wanted to. I should love what I am doing and to the world I entered. 17, still young and a right time to focus my self to academics. And for me to be able to have the courage to carry this things, I needed my family, friends, professors and of course, Acy. They are the ones who never left me through my failures nor shit attitude. I'm thankful for the things that I have and so, I need to treasure and esteem these blessings. Go on girl, I know I can do this. :)

Another Tiring day.:(

Its second day of school, and  I'M FREAKING tired and I feel sick, I want my Mom, I need her, I miss her, I wanna be with her. Damn, I'm exhausted. It's my second post in her Blog without her knowledge, "Again". HAHA!

My Headache. I want to sleep but I have to finish the summary of "The Legend of the Virgin's Jewel". Does this story exist? HAHA! I breaks my Brain, literally. HAHA! I hate this report because I'm tired, laziness attack and I do this post rather than finishing the report. Haha. That me, and I can't help it.

This day, I'm just tired and missing my Girl so much. Hehe. But, I should do what should I need to do. That's all for now. Bb.:)
-Acy♥

I Just Love This Gurl, "NO MATTER" what Happen.:)

It's our first day of school this 2011, and it so Boooooring. My Girl is so Upset and she thinks so Negative. As Her Boyfriend. I tell her to think positive and Everything is Posible with God. And she Texted me:

                    "Opo2.. Best thing I should do. pray"

It's the best thing to do when you don't know what to do is to talk to God "Heart-to-Heart" and you end up with an Solution. I'm Happy even though my Girl is Sad but do her best to Smile and doesn't lose hope and it encourage me to Hold on and it's the best trait she has, "Holding ON".

I didn't tell her this shit I'm doing and I'm pretty sure that she'll be suprise because she didn't expected me to do this and I'm doing this for her to know how im HAPPY having her.

I just wanna tell her that I'm CONTENTED, HAPPY and I LOVE HER.
-Acy.♥