Happy New Year! ;)

   Hell yeah, 1 hour to go and it's already 2011. Another chapter in our life.

   2010 makes my life AWESOME! Though it is somelike a roller coaster ride that full of twist and turns, In the end, I had so much fun within the ride and iit made me a better one. I'm not hoping too much for this 2k11 but rather, I'll enjoy each day of this year. Set aside the pessimist side and just be optimistic is the best New Year's Resolution.

  Crap. I'm out of my mind in this time. Boredom strikes. Maybe because this New Year is hell different from my past New Year. Celebrating with my whole family. But since, my 2nd bro was having his tour in Singapore and India, and my 3rd bro was with his own family, we're not complete by this time. But though I'll be welcoming 2k11 with nothing special stuffs, I know that this year will be a blast for me. This will be a new chapter in my life. And I vouch that it will have a great story. :)

   Seriously, I am happy. For the things that I have and I'm contented for what I am now. No better New Year's resolution if you have regrets. That's why for me, even that I'm bitch sometimes and full of sht. I do silly acts in front of bitches people and even at their back. I still love myself. And I still know my limitations. And I should face the risk of being bitchy one.

   I can't explain my feelings today. It's just like, through the year of 2k10 different people that I met. And I trust that each one of them will still stay. :) Happy new Year to all! Cheers. >:D<

I like the word "indolence." It makes my laziness seem classy.

    Rest for now from playing Cityville, an application/game in Facebook that I'm addicted on from these past few days. Hell yeah, It is a part of my vacay routine. :)) And because of my freaking indolence, like what I've posted in my status in my FB account,

I should prepare myself now in repenting myself for not studying and don't matter academics for this Christmas Vacation. How I wish, I'll not be loaded for 2011. Haha. Naah, seriously, I'm enjoying this freaking 2weeks vacay. ;)

   5 more days and resuming of classes will be going. And I'm not yet even tried to scan my notes. Guhreat! But spending my Christmas break with my fam and Acy are AWESOME! Acy's here yesterday, had a movietrip and foodtrip as like what we usually do together. Though it's just simple and not that waste of money, we had fun. Having each other's time is one of the best part in relationship. :)

   So, hoping for this late night a big night. It's my grandparent's 59th anniversary. Isn't it sweet? :"> I hope that my cousin's gonna be there too. I wanted to invite them for this coming NewYear. :") And I miss them. :P

   Gaaah, badvibes. Me and my bes, Daniel, were supposed to go @ Manila for tomorrow. We actually planned to visit @ Kate's crib and went to Rob Manila after. But since Kate texted me that she's not available. Our plan was ruined. Guhreat. But it's okay. Me and Acy gonna have our galey tomorrow. :"> Another date with him. Yay.

   Okay, my brother gonna use this one. Ciao.

Happiness is a matter of choice. :)

Awesome Christmas break. :">

December24,2010: Went to SM Sta.Rosa with my man. Though we're fighting due to my jealousy to some matters and got sulk @ him with unexplainable reason, bought together the ingredients for graham that I'll be giving to his family on the next day, Christmas. A dramatic scenario happened and craziness attacked me, don't even know why that stuffs happened. Bought also my cute new phone named "Poinkish". :"> Just had our experiment in preparing graham. Good thing, as a result, it tasted delicious. :) And seriously, we just quarrelled all day long. But still, we ended up, HAPPY :)

December25,2010: Happy Birthday Papa Jesus. So all of my family have their desired hangout for this day. So, decided to stay @ Acy's house and spent there Christmas. Happy day :)

December26,2010: Hangout @ Rob Manila with Acy, his ate Isay and Kuya Pao (Isay's boyfriend). Awesome day with them. Of course, foodtrip with my man. And watched together, "Dalaw". Suddenly, he texted me and I was shocked and turned to tickled-pink as I read his msg. It goes like this:

"Iloveyou mama ko. Mahal na mahal kita. Thankyou sa araw na to. Isn't it crazy?laughing and laughing and quarreling just for nothing and no reason. Hahaha!  Just a fun for us. Iloveyousomuch. Sorry if I mess. Sorry for the shit. Sorry but, thankyou for every smile you showed me,, not only smile,but happiness. :"> Iloveyou and thankyou >:D< :*. Happy and contented with you."

See? Crazy day with him. Teased people around us. Make a shit to them. And we, together, just the ones who understand each other's craziness and being high like hell. Though I got sulked @ him again because I'm not get used to his changed-acts a while ago. I don't want anymore to have a fight with him. I want to fix this things. I love him. And I just wanted for us to be happy. I'm tired of fighting stuffs that are freaking hell. I hope that he may understands me in whatever I reacted upon him. I wanted this relationship work out. Seriously, I get jealous when other people are sweet and we're just like fighting about this and that stuffs. I want us be the best couple and sweetest above all. :"> Hihi. To sum up all of this shit? I love him. And I'm happy and contented for what we are now. And someday, I'll be soon his wife. I know we can pass through all the struggles. Like what the priest said a while ago at the mass "Happiness is a choice, if you want to be happy, choose to be happy" :) And I chose it. ^__^

Lesson learned from the Mass: It is impossible for a great person to be unhappy. Their PRESENCE in us is much more important than their PRESENTS for us for this Christmas. :)

GV!

   Had a great day from December 20, 2010. It's my mom's birthday bash @ my tita's resthouse @ Tagaytay came along with my family, mom's friends and with my man, Acy. A blast for all. Had a small gathering, played stuffs, exchanged gifts, took pictures, fooled the cam and many more. Stayed their good for 2 days. And I really enjoyed it. Night as we went home, I attended mass. God really gives me strength since I was also depressed that night due to some reason that I shouldn't be bothered about. Father said that there's no reason for us to smile if we have the faith in God. And yes I do. :) Though I didn't able to attend mass on the said date, I know God understand it. I love him though. :")

   Already uploaded some pics on my Facebook account and it's freaking that others were deleted maybe by my niece, Nheitan. He always fools the cam and I really damn hate it. Anyway, that memories still unforgettable. :)

   Christmas is near coming, and my second brother, Kuya Wilbur will be back home tomorrow night I think. And I'm freaking excited. Though he'll just stay here for 3days just to have his Christmas with us, his family, then he'll go back in China. It's not just simply a Happy Christmas but we should rejoice for Jesus' birthday. From what I've learned from the mass, presence are much more important rather that having a presents. And I remembered Acy from this lines. I don't know, maybe because he always told me his problems and I can relate him with this. I know and understands his situation. Even we fought several times, I still love him though and I don't want to lose him.

   Sometimes, I freaked out and almost give up to some certain things that gives pain much on me. But I never did. Maybe I tried but maybe the best decision is not to. I always make up on my mind that God is with us. Not just there @ our sides either always in our back, but God is with us, helping. And He always do. God didn't ever give up on everything. So why I'll give up if I know it was the right thing to do? :)

   Though sometimes we encounter problems, we shouldn't let us bothered with it. It is not a problem to be worried about but it is a problem to be solve out. So just relax, be cool, calm down, and smile back to all things. :) Each one of us is obliged to be happy. Why? Giving smile is just free and it's worth it to give for. Smiling back is just letting people know that in simple way, you're happy having them that makes you happy. So, don't let your face be frowned. It just gives you stress. Stand up, chin up and smile baby :) Life is wonderful if all of us smiling. :)

   Isn't I'm weird? Saying this stuffs. Haha. But just wanted to tell that I'm happy. How lucky I am and contented for what I have. :)

Happiness is the soundtrack of my life.

   Decided to post a blog since my man keeps on asking me if I already posted here so he has something to read on. It's funny to think when he told me yesterday night that he's my top reader and #1 fan. And he said that my posts here are like pm's and a special message for him that's why it's worth to read for. Isn't he a feeler? Haha. Maybe it is partly true because he always told me that he felt tickled-pink after reading my blogs because more of my blogs are referring to him. I miss him though I'm just with him yesterday and I'm pretty excited for tomorrow's happenings. It's my mom's 55th birthday, ooh~ kinda old already but still seems young. Haha. So, we're going to my tita's resthouse in Tagaytay with my family, mom's friends and with my man, Acy. It will be overnight birthday celebration. Yey. :"> And I'm expecting for a memorable day for us.:") It will be freaking cold out there and I'll be needing his power hug. >:D< . My vacay starts now and I already can feel it. I should conserve this 2weeks of vacation with my family, friends, and Acy. :)

   I'm surfing the net since this morning and surprisingly, there's an announcement from the paramore which is spreading all throughout facebook, tumblr, blogs and stuffs. From the paramore's site, http://www.paramore.net/blog/announcement/, it says that Josh and Zac will be leaving their band. This controversy was already subjected from the past days but Hayley, Jeremy & Taylor spoken out just by now about this issue. From what I read to the comments and post about this, all their fans are surprised and felt sad though Josh and Zac will be leaving, there's still their full support for Hayley, Jeremy and Taylor.

   Fudge! I'm freaking exhausted with my cough. :| Gonna attend mass late night with my mom and I'm planning to attend mass tomorrow morning since it seems I can't able to attend tomorrow's night. I want to slumber. Since I have nothing to do with this day, gonna take my rest and nap for now. Ciao :)

If you want to be happy, be. :)

"She who toils keeps away from a life of DISORDERLY and BAD HABITS and BOREDOM, finds diversion in labor. And become STRONG, PROSPEROUS and CHEERFUL." -Acy

   Isn't he sweet? Telling you these lines from your man. And I don't know why I experienced goose bumps after I read this. :">
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December 16, 2010
10:23 pm
   Hello Christmas break! Yey. Good thing, I've already moved on from this freaking hell week. Done with all the prelim exams. How I wish, though I'm not sure with all my answers and others are just my wild guesses, hope that I can get a high grade. Nathz, my dorm mate, is still asking me now about our freaking AnaPhysio. That hell tissues. :)) So guess what connective tissue that I'm secreting right now? Haha. And hell 'yeah, it's BLOOD! Having an abdominal-ache a while ago @ mass. And I felt dizzy for a while @ the middle of the mass. I should complete the "simbang gabi". It's a must. I feel so blessed and it's like- all my stress vanished after from a Blessed Mass. :)

   Daaaang. I feel sick. Having severe cough, colds and experiencing dyspnea right now. And it sucks! I'll be with Acy tomorrow, and I know that he'll gonna be my private nurse just for now. Haha. Assuming much? Na-ah. He's a better nurse than me. Seriously. :P

   Vacations, adventures, fun, etc. are waiting for me. Gonna make this Christmas memorable especially with my man, Acy. Excited to bring it on! We'll going to heat the ride when we're together. :">

   Uhh. Sluggish attacked! Gonna call my man now. I missed him. <3 Ciao..

Laziness attacked!

It's a hell week!

   Done with the BioChem prelims exam. Damn it! That is a shit, 5pts. for 5 essay question and our professor didn't even just discussed that whole crap. Multiple choice, Identification and Essay was given to us and my friends with a different professor was given an automated exam. Isn't it biased? But anyway, I'm over with it. At least I able to answer it though I didn't know what I'm trying to write on the answer shit, I mean, sheet. Haha. :))

  Here we go again. Our professor in English don't even tried to discussed something to us from all our meetings and now, she's telling us that the coverage of our exam was the whole book. Is she insane? Her subject is a burden for us. We didn't even learned anything from her. 

   ReEd, English and Filipino for tomorrow. Laziness attacked on me. So, I decided to visit here for a while to have at least the motivation for me to study after I'm off with this stuff. I'm not feeling well because of my colds. And it's really disgusting. My brains are loaded and wanted to burst out. 3 more days to go and  hello Christmas break. But as soon that 3 days are coming, we're saying HELL-o brain damaged. Funda on Wednesday and AnaPhysio for Thursday. Vacation's waiting for me. :P

   Tomorrow will be our monthsary. Yay! And It feels me jitter when he told me that he'll go here @ my dorm and give me some food. It would be better if he'd surprised me. Haha. Anyway, I can't able to be with him tomorrow for a long time. I need to study with the shitty Funda. But though there's not enough ample of time, I truly appreciate his effort and willingness to be with me on our day.

   So, better off now. I need to study. Go me! Acy told me that he wanted me to have the highest score. How I wish but I'll try to the extend of my knowledge and the level of my neurons. Ciao. :)

And although I like to relax and have fun, my passion is to study.

   Acy is now on his way home. We went to SM to buy for their exchange gifts and I bought Rosary because I don't know why it's broken when I saw it last Thursday. Too bad for me. >:| Anyway, I'm too bloated. It's not perplexed how greedy we are. Ate a combination of puto and dinuguan, no doubt how it delicious it was. Then, pizza for take out @ Pizza Hut and bought some extra large fries and Master Coke Float @ Mcdo. Bought our favorite Double Down @ KFC and watched movie entitled, "My Amnesia Girl", simultaneously eating a "Bucket" (word of the day) Popcorn. We seldom watched local movies together but this is great.

  But before that happy stuffs happened. There are a lot of twists and turns we've encountered. Most especially the so-called "dramatic scene" in Department Store. Haha. Anyway, I don't know why I'm having a badtrip on him since he fetched me @ our house. So first, in the jeepney, there's a silence between us. I think because I said something that makes him offended. Then when we got in SM, I got pissed on him because of his naughty acts. So I'm not talking to him for a while then I didn't noticed that I left him as we walked around. He was then lost and can't find me. But I saw him after I left him. So I decided to go somewhere, in NBS, he texted me, "Andito lang ako. Kung san mo ko iniwan" And I was like~ my heart wanted to freak out like hell. Then he called me and told that he'll go there to see me. In the NBS, I saw Jemil, my HS friend. And talked for a while. Then I saw Acy, in front of the NBS so though I'm pissed off, I confronted him. Saw him crying in the middle of the mall and told me, that he was crying where I left him. And I can imagine how it was, he likes a child lost @ the middle of the mall and like, can't find his parents. Haha.

   After that dramatic stuffs. We ate and watched a movie. As we're on our way home. All we just do in jeepney was to laugh and laugh like there's no tomorrow. Fooling around. Telling some crack jokes and even in simple stuffs we make it as a joke. This is the real us when we're together. Shallow to some things that yet not too funny. As we got home, here we go again. Fighting to light things and because we're both wanted to stop that misunderstandings between us. We both cried. Haha. See how crazy we are? But what's the good thing in crying? All the hurts and pains inside is that, you're now trying to release it and overcome to many things. And after that, we ended our day happy. We ate dinner and fooling around like we're just bestfriends.
The best day in our day? Despite all the craziness, we ended this day together, HAPPY. Not just happy but very happy,

   My dad gave me footlong to have something to eat. So I'm eating again. So don't be confuse why I'm getting fat. This is because the people that loves to give me food. But then, I'm loving the food. Haha. :">

   My mom was having a vacation @ Villa Escudero with her friends and she'll go back home tomorrow. I'm happy that at least with her age, she's enjoying her years and can still hangout like just a teenager.

    Exam week, and I didn't study anything for this day. Maybe I'll just start it tomorrow. I'll make first our group requirement which is scrap book. Crap! I forgot to print some things and pictures that I needed. Go me! I can do this. :) 1 week to go and it's Christmas vacation! Yay. Ciao for now.

PS: Though I have lot things to do. I'm enjoying my day. :"> Each day because of him ♥

Happy Birthday Mama Mary!

   All are now celebrating the Immaculate Conception together with the Fiestas' here in Dasmarinas and Naic, as I've heard from my classmate. At least we have time to rest though not enough. And my babes, Ely, it's now her 17th Birthday. Kath attended Fiesta @ Princess' crib while me and Nathz don't know if we can still able to catch up with both companies.

   Okay, because I left my eyeglasses and I don't want to wear contacts now, I'm finding hard to see things clearly. Haha. Anyway, me and Nathz just watched movie, "The Time Traveler's Wife", here @ our dorm yesterday night. Me and Acy don't able to  finish watching it because at first, we find hard to figure out the story. Seriously. But as I watched it with Nathz, at least I've appreciated it at the end. Not-so-great movie but good enough to get inspired. Nathz left her lappy opened, downloading movies all night. Until now actually. Haha.

   It's funda class tomorrow, so I should study later. Acy is now @ their school. How I wish, they have no classes too. But too bad for me, it's not. I miss him. He'll gonna fetch me here on Friday after my AnaPhysio class. And gonna accompany me to go back here @ dorm maybe on Sunday. I'll help him buy gifts for their Christmas party on 17th, hopefully we can able to buy on Saturday. Exam week tom. Go me! I should be  better from the start of prelim. Energy boost, I need you much. Don't make me feel sick next week. Haha.

   Here at my dorm with Nathz, watching Showtime, and Ryan Bang acts really weird and crazy but funny though. :)) So what's up for today? Don't have definite plans. I  should check my sched later. So, 10th month with Acy is near coming and as well the Christmas. It just tells a break! A rest! Fun! In short, bye for now to the real world and it's time for a dream world. Haha. I'm quite excited. Mom will turn 55 on 20th and we'll going @ tita's resthouse @Tagaytay to have our overnight party. I'll ask her permission that Acy should come with us. I wish, I'll get her big YES! Even I'll look pithily and seems pathetic in front of her. Haha.

   Gonna pay later for our rent here @ our dorm. And I should take a bath now. Ciao. <3

"When I look into his eyes, it seems all the problems in the world go away and I'm floating in mid-air."

   As I woke up this morning, tears run down coming from my eyes to cheeks then fall down to my pillow case while I'm talking to Acy on the phone. Got sulk @ him yesterday night. Though I had a not-so-good morning a while ago. Surprisingly, he went here @ our house carrying some fries and McFloat. He knows how I am craving for it when we're @ the Manila last Friday night but he wasn't able to buy some due to limited time. Anyway, we just had our movie trip and attended Mass then ate dinner.

   I'll be back @ my dorm tomorrow morning. Back to reality. Back to the real world. It will gonna be a busy week. 2 weeks from now will be our exam week. And I'm bit of nervous especially in our major exams. Maybe I should start having my serious study now. And after the exams, a blast Christmas break should happen and that's what I'm excited of.

   Gonna wake up early tomorrow mornig. I should fix my things now and have my study. Bye for now. Be back if I still have time. I seldom use Toffer, my lappy, in school days and yeah, it sucks. It makes me feel sick. I need a rest. At least a break. Simply, I need Acy. Ciao.

A Blast!

December 03, 2010

   It was yesterday. Yesterday night actually. Awesome night with my HS friends and with my man. And it's good to be back in my school way back highschool days. It's Friday, so my class was the freaking AnaPhysio.

   All Alumni students in our school are invited for a benefit concert that they had conducted for one of my former teacher that has a disease. And I was uneasy about the time because 5:30 I think,  it will be about to start. We were dismissed by 5pm. Not enough to catch up for the said concert especially if heavy traffic attacked.. But luckily, though I'm running out of time, had my long trip and it really cost me much. Simultaneously, I got dead batt. And I was terrified how I'll text Acy to meet me up or even fetch me. Haha. At the middle of the concert, I was still able to run after with it. I saw Rudolf, a great friend of mine, impudently I asked him to let me borrow his phone. But then, he let me to. So Acy fetched me.

   As I cram in with the crowd at AudiGym, saw my Senior classmates and friends and it was like, we really do missed each other a lot. Saying Hi's and Hello's, waving to have their own attentions and other stuffs. Acy pointed me out Kate, my bestfriend, and I tried to blindfold her eyes with my bare hands. And unexpectedly, my "plends" Jemil, Reena, Nicole, Edz, Kat, and JohnJoe are with her, and I didn't expect their reactions as they saw me. It makes me flattered that they screamed together, shouting "Jaaaaaaaaaneeee!", and hugged me together. It's a nice feeling to know and feel that they missed you a lot.

   It's already past 7 and Kate needs to get back home in Manila. So I decided to come with her at least to let her get in the bus. I asked Acy and Daniel, my "bes", to at least go with me. As we went to the bus station, suddenly, we decided to accompanied Kate in going Manila. So it's just like immediate decision. Haha.

   In Manila, after we escorted Kate to their condo, I was freaking hungry and I know Acy and Daniel feels the same way too. So, we had our dinner @ Mang Inasal. Yum! We departed from Manila by 10:30 and hell yeah, it's already too late to have a trip way to Pacita. So Acy told me to sleepover to their house. And her mom let me to.We get back home by past12. Woke up @ 4:30 in the morning? Haha. Though we just had a short period of sleeping. I had a great night and morning. Ever. It was a nice experience, isn't?

   And so, not minding my 8am make-up class and he has endurance hike to attend to on the next day. We were still able to catch up and run after with.

   EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED: where I truly agreed with. No plans, no long-term decisioning but if ever it needs and destined to happen, it will surely happen. :) Just enjoy each days.

NSTP demonstration: Nice ass Dude!

   Here @ classroom, surfing net while other group is in front of the class demonstrating their report for the community we'll be serving. My group aren't prepared and so I am. We made our report just by now. And we'll just have some impromptu. Simultaneously, Jayvee came beside my seat and asked me laughing and said, "Jane, gusto mo makakita ng pwet?" haha. It made me laugh. And suddenly when he pointed me out that person, I saw something like a DRAGON look, so scary! Haha, know what I mean. :)) Really big ass. =)) We're not bad. Sometimes, we just observed things around us. Right? ;)

   This day makes me sick. 1 and half hour more and it's about to end the class. When I get back @ my dorm, i'll start reviewing Funda. And goodluck to me tomorrow in reviewing AnaPhysio I don't have my advanced study last weekend. Even a scan from the previous lesson. Guhreat!

   My schoolmate when I was in highschool approached me if I'll go @ our school for a concert for one of our former teacher. I wanna come but my class will end by 6pm. And how I wish, major subject will dismissed us early at least  1 hour, but surely, ASA PA KO =)). And also, I lost my Alumni card. How I'll be able to enter @ our school? Haha. Moreover, we have a make-up class in Biochem on Saturday, 8-11. And still Acy wont able to fetch me up. (its our reporting now) ........... haha. End. So,I felt little bit of nervous with our report. i don't took it seriously and I don't know what I'm talking about. Anyway, enough with this. Don't want to go over with it.

  I got a message from my man. "Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis" Shit words. =)) Haha. I don't get it. And I'm lazy to search the meaning for it. Haha. I don't even catch up his call. Got 5 missed calls from him. Our class are about to be like a children. And it's funny to look at them speaking baby talks. Cute >.<

   I'm pretty bored though we're having fun here @ room. Seriously, I want to go home. Haha. I'm enough with this. Tired O_0

HAPPY 1st of December - English:Tagalog ; Research;Pananaliksik

   It's first day of December! Greeted this day happy.

   So my brain is slowly starting to explode because of the shitty thesis. Our class in Filipino is currently here @ the school library searching and find stuffs related to our "Pananaliksik". I'm with my group now and Filipino research is like hell to us. Library now is loaded with students, 2 sections I think. Some are just chatting. Fooling with their lappys', but some are trying to search something. Students from other section chats so loud as if there are not @ the library and (heard a loud sound from other section's laptop) as if they're away from each other. My classmate, Rich, came and approached me about their thesis. But I passed the question to my groupmate and passed it to another. Look how busy we are and our mind is now stock and start to arrive @ wonderland. Good thing my class every Wednesday ends by 3pm. I can start studying @ Funda early. 2 weeks from now, Xmas break is waiting for me. We'll go ahead to our adventure and it shouldn't distracted. And so I need a bucket of penny. And now, Laziness attacked upon me. And so I need my power boost!

   I'm starving! I just miss double down, eating with my man. I miss him. Though I got sulk with him yesterday night. But it vanished as I slept. I want to start my day without mind-bugging. It just gives me stress. Haha. My hands are starting to shiver, it was so cold here @ the library and it makes me more lacking of the sensation of warmth. Suddenly, when I turned my head left, I saw my classmate sit with his girlfriend, and they were so sweet. And I'm shitty in colds want to hug someone, no other persons rather than him. It's already 9:22 and our class will end by 11. I still don't have  searched something. Better helped my groupmates now. Ciao.