Not to give up.

   I'm not in the mood to make a blog today actually. Don't know what gives me the way to do so. (...) CV.CV.CV. So I can't help on clicking in my Cityville site. I'm pretty bored to play it tho. :)) Haha. Hell.. I don't know how I'll start this blog. CV is such a big disturbance. Haha. Anyway, since Acy told me that he wanted to read this non-sense blog, I should finish what I have started. Tho freaking stuffs will be just said all through out on this blog. Mom and Dad aren't here @ home. Sweet. Will have their Onyt @ Tagaytay with my Mom's circle of friends. Yea, how I wish someday. We'll have a family bonding or a outing will be better. Haha. Been busy in school, work, and other stuffs.

   Yesterday night was guhreat. Find that night a bomb dot com. It's just a full of happiness being with Acy. No Fights. No Argues. But Yes to Love. Short time tho but I cherished ever sec. with him. He's actually tired and dizzy that day, but still, he fetch me all way long from his school and Manila to Dasma. He's obliged to fetch me every Friday. Haha.

   So, it's Saturday which means a rest day? I hope so. Next week's gonna be a busy week. Lasallian days, Retdem, MiniPrac simultaneously for that week. Guhreat! :S I actually need to study right now. Not just now, but I MUST study every single day. I'm in a troublesome situation right now. Midterms should be GV to me specially for AnaPhysio. Now that Acy's gonna have his exam @ my school. Which means, for the next school year, I can be with him everyday. That is, IF. Yeah, there's a big IF.... If I will pass my course. Whew. Yeah, I can do this. Not just to myself nor to be with Acy. But I should do this also for my parents. I don't want to fail them. I know, they have a lot of expectations on me. And so, I shouldn't make them to feel depressed. Yeah, I've realized how this academic stuffs are important. Then, I should give importance to them. I should value what I have. I don't want that someday, I will be conscience-striken for what I turned things to. I should kill this indolence from me. If other's can pass all through out of this. I also can, if I have the passion to do it so.

   Yeah, I shouldn't give up. Like from the quote I've read. It goes something like this: "The worm crawl inch by inch just to make it on Noah's Arc just to save itself" It just tells that, how tiring or hard it was, we shouldn't give up. If we will wanted to. Right? It inspires me that how long, how hard, how tiring, how a burden to us may it is, there's no such thing as a "I give up" words if I wanted to make it for my success. At the same time, I should enjoy the things that I am doing. And I'll prove to myself, after this, I will prized myself because at the end, I made it. :)