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"Wear a smile - one size fits all."

   It's been a 2 weeks or more since my last post here. Been busy for this Midterm and incoming Finals. Prelim grades are already released. Good enough except only to our major major AnaPhysio. Almost of my classmates including me got disappointed for the results. Some cried. Pretend the acceptance tho. When I saw my grade, my hands are shaking and I felt like~ I wanted to scream out and get wild from the extent of my disappointment. Looking forward to someone who'll barely comfort me.

   Yesterday was our 11th monthsary of my man. Got sulked @ him because he's almost close to fail his promise to me that he will fetch me on that day from Manila. And I sincerely need his open arms to comfort me. Tho we shared each other's tears and my mind was in nowhere. Still, he did his promise and made me happy. :)

   Now was a rainy weekend. I wanted to cry hard to ease this pain. I merely wanted to pass. I'm willing to stay in DLSHI and graduate as a nurse. So, maybe instead of being depressed despite of a failing grade. I should strive hard to motivate myself to study well and to exert more effort from my full extent of willingness. Rather hate the Anatomy, I should love it. AnaPhysio was a challenging subject. I shouldn't give up. HOPE never turned as invisible. We still have the Midterm and Finals to recoup our failing grade. I believe and with God, I know that there's no impossible. Everything's gonna be all right if I'll just turn things in place. It's a free choice. Study to have a high grades or social life but with failing grade. There's really some instances that we need to take a risk to something to make one thing possible. I shouldn't regret for what choice I'll take. But I know it is better to do.

   Study. It should be my habit. Life is more beautiful if we are learning each day. I'm now in 17 and turning as 18. Big enough to handle things, make decisions and go on with my own life. Tho there's the support of my family, friends and Acy, It's my own choice on how I'll handle my life, right. I'm choosing to be happy. If I really wanted to. I should love what I am doing and to the world I entered. 17, still young and a right time to focus my self to academics. And for me to be able to have the courage to carry this things, I needed my family, friends, professors and of course, Acy. They are the ones who never left me through my failures nor shit attitude. I'm thankful for the things that I have and so, I need to treasure and esteem these blessings. Go on girl, I know I can do this. :)